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so i just got home from my whole 2 day trip to calgary to see my boyfriend.
it was great. my friend carolyn invited me to go with her and her boyfriend so she could celebrate her 18th birthday.
so i was like "YES!"
afterschool on friday we hopped in her bf's truck and went to calgary. i got there and got changed and went to Outlaws with my kyle.
saturday consisted of going out for dinner with him and then went and watched the hockey game at kyles..
that's when the excitement began, we went to 17th ave 'the red mile'.. 50,000 people packed into the streets to yell about the flames winning!
i have never felt such a feeling of pride...
that was a cool thing! then we met up with carolyn,justin and danielle at outlaws again and partied.
this morning got up and we headed back home
i miss kyle so much already and i have only been away from him for 9 hours..
this love is for real... two years and looking forward to a long time ahead.Current Mood:  horny Current Music: Meant To Live-Switchfoot |
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i haven't updated in a long time..which no one probably cares..
i am just here to vent
i am sick of people.. i am sick of being walked all over and ignored..
i am sick of my 'so-called friends' i am sick of being the last resort
i am sick of this fucking town
as soon as i am done so out of here and everyone can kiss my little assCurrent Mood:  aggravated Current Music: Last Train Home-Lost Prophets |
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Two 20-year-old men died in a high-speed crash yesterday after the driver lost control and slammed into a power pole in north Edmonton, say police. The 1982 Mustang was eastbound on 112 Avenue near 76 Street when the driver lost control on a curve and hit the brakes shortly after 1 a.m. The car skidded across the road and mounted the curb before crashing into the power pole, killing the driver and his front-seat passenger instantly.
The third person in the car, a 19-year-old back-seat passenger, survived with broken legs and a broken arm, said cops.
"The speed was fast enough to literally wrap the car around the pole. The front bumper and the back bumper of the car were at a 90 degree angle toward each other," said cop spokesman Wes Bellmore.
One of the dead men and the survivor had to be cut from the wreckage, while the second victim who died was thrown from the car, said the emergency response department.
The lone survivor was transported from the scene to the Royal Alexandra Hospital in stable condition.
Police later identified the two men who died as Nadan Earl Fowler, 20, of Edmonton, who was the driver, and passenger Kirby Gibbons, 20, of Newfoundland. They are the city's fifth and sixth traffic fatalities of the year.
It's uncertain if alcohol was a factor in the crash, but investigators believe the vehicle was speeding, said Bellmore.
"Unfortunately, again this emphasizes the message we're putting out about careless and reckless driving. Young people especially don't get the message. You may not be the driver, but the actions of the driver may kill you. Choices can be made by anybody not to get in (a vehicle)."
***R.I.P. Nadan***Current Mood:  confused Current Music: Still Breathing-Stars Hide Fire |
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i woke up this morning with a weird feeling in my stomach.. i didn't want to get out of bed.. this strange feeling hit me. i forced my self to get up and i got to school.. thats when i found out why my stomach was making me feel weird..
my friend nadan died the night before last. in a car accident. no one knows how it happend but alcohol was suspected. nadan was a big drinker. a big partier.. he was an amazing guy.
he always stood up for me when we were young.. people would be making fun of me and he would tell them to leave me alone..
when he came home from boarding school he'd come and sit around my house for coffee telling me all about the trouble he got into.
he was like a big brother.. well i considdered him a big brother after i finally got over the giant crush i had on him for a long time.
i remember over the summer i told him to call a taxi.. he was drunk and he was also driving.
he was so awesome.
here is a song i want to dedicate to him
A Fall Farewell by Zao
In a time of quietness I reflect on childhood memories
Caught wisping through my mind
Falling leaves create the stage
Words spoken were not cherished
On the last day of our friendship
And those words were possibly the last
What were your thoughts
As a dreaming child I awaken to a nightmare
After a gentle nudge I find out you're gone
The machines that kept you alive were careless
Did you ask Him to forgive you
Before, before you passed on you slipped
You slipped, you passed on
The machines that kept you alive were careless
Did you ask Him to forgive you
Before you passed on
You slipped on away into the ground
You broke the vanity
You brought the silenceCurrent Mood:  numb Current Music: Carry Me Ohio-Sun Kil Moon |
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i started counselling yesterday morning.. Colleen is really wicked. i feel like someone understands me. and i might not need anti-depressants..
doctor and saying i have some warped form of being bi-polar.. i forget what its called, i have more frequent mood swings than the regular bi-polar person. theirs is like weekly changes.. mine are daily/or even part way through the day.
i wish i could explain the way i feel to everyone.. to let every one know why i feel this way. and that they shouldnt have to deal with my shitty moods.
i wish i didnt have to deal with my shitty moods. its my goal to feel completely happy again.
i'm so sick of pretending..fuck im sick
Mar. 2nd, 2004 @ 09:17 pm
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i just got the journal and i am already slacking!
well anyways..
kyle and i havent been talking much.. eh we both hate talking on the phone,... i just wish i didnt feel so weird calling him!
i feel this total rage for andrew.. and like i am violent and happy at the same time, i finally have the balls to say something to him. i am so sick of his making everyone feel sorry for him bullshit! he made my life miserable, now he's treating anna the same way, although they were never dating and stuff... she doesnt want his depression making her even worse than she is..the poor girl already has enough problems let alone him telling her that "cutting feels good, it gets all your anger out"... jesus fucking christ what a stupid fuck.
oh another thing about that stupid ass.. he hated angela about two months ago..saying shes a whore, now they are "friends" yeah.. if you know what i mean.. what a fucking hypocrite!
and.. END RANT!
Mar. 2nd, 2004 @ 09:03 pm
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i just wish for one moment my boyfriend would take ten minutes out of his god damned "busy schedual" and call me! yeah.. as if i don't ever need to talk to him!
i don't even know what to do. maybe i am reading too deep into this. but he never seems to call back.. makes me so mad.
anyways i am off to rage a bit more
Feb. 25th, 2004 @ 11:14 pm
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| » She Hits The Lights.. This Doesn't Seem Quite Fair... |
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so here i am eating my curried chicken! i am the best cook i have ever met! and if you think wrong... YOU CAN EAT MY ASS!
school was pretty lame today. except for in pathways and lunch time... well and forestry was interesting.. i sang the stupid name the zones song from Finding Nemo. *sings* lets name the zones, the zones, lets name the zones of the open sea......
yeah people think i am crazy! and i am.
oh man my friend Aaron brought his skooter to school ( like a moped) i laughed so hard at him! he looks so "special" on it!
"buttfuck club" is radical. no we dont actually have butt sex.. well except for..NEVERMIND!
i don't have really anything else interesting to say. so
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
hey amber "GAYDAR!"
<3eryn
Feb. 24th, 2004 @ 06:27 pm
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i hate my evening naps. i feel tired after dinner so i nap for about 2-3 hours.. wake up feeling alright other than the fact i gotta go back to bed in 2 hours. then i never sleep.
but i just have those overpowering urges.
here's my pityparty for the evening:
my throat really fucking hurts! i can barely talk (for some people thats a blessing), another sleepless night here i come!
i actually talked to kyle( my boyfriend) for a couple of minutes,he sounded so happy. i miss him so much. i can't wait to surprise him on spring break. i gotta call him back at about 10. yay.
well i must go and eat a grapefruit and watch the o.c.
Feb. 23rd, 2004 @ 08:57 pm
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